Don't gave up on LOVE, yet (Part 1)

Always believe that, there must be someone special who really wants you, loves you and appreciate you anyway.

Many men may told you that they really love and like you so much. And they wanted you to become his wife. And when he begin to take care about you.. you may think that he really likes and love you. Do they really meant it? The questions was, how do you make sure that one really really like you sincerely and love you deeply from the bottom of his heart?

Actions speak louder than words huh? Okay. If you are the person who more keen on a man's actions, you may not easily get foolish by his words. You may only observe his actions, and not get annoyed by his words. 

But to know his character. You need to find out his sincerity. The trick was--You must able to read both his actions and his words. 

Read and observe.. both his words and actions through your SHARP eyes and ears in SILENT and PEACEFUL soul.

Other than that, in order to see his sincerity, you need to see his effort. And the major questions you need to asked yourself, is he looking for someone like you?

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Ana did not have many criteria for a man to fulfill her desire. But she did make pre-screening and pre-judgmental on how men handle certain conflicts and issues. As well as, on how they perform themselves. And then. Later, if certain conflict or issue are dissolve. She will make her decision to stay with the relationship or to move.

But she’s giving chances anyway. Her mission was only to see how far can one go. She wants to see their effort and reactions on certain issue or conflict. How loud their words and how far can they go.

To find someone who wants to become her imam, for that reason of course, she’s looking for someone kind, generous and beriman. Only that matters.

Besides than that, she’s looking for someone committed and a very serious man to make her as his wife. And she need to make sure that he want to spent his rainy days, and his whole life only with her. Most importantly, she needs to see his sincere effort.

Either she’s away or they’ll go. The challenge was to find Mr. Right. For one reason, eventually she didn't know who and where exactly the right man, and where should she go or more precisely, her destiny. And at end of the line, she certainly couldn't figure out what she should do anymore. It was beyond her power.

She almost gave up because she did not have the answer who is the person was. She had enough. And she put her solely trust on ALLAH. 

On one night, she finally asked ALLAH, 

“Dear AL-MIGHTY ALLAH.. PLEASE SEND ME ONE”.

There’s few things that she need to look up and to consider. And only she knew. She kept it secretly in her heart. After all, she had been through rough, tough and rainy days. For that reason, she limits herself.

She didn't tell anyone about what’s going on her mind. No one knows what’s inside her mind. 

She just waits patiently and sees how far can one go.